{"id":1753,"date":"2021-02-21T22:40:52","date_gmt":"2021-02-21T18:40:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/it-seemed-the-picture-was-crying\/"},"modified":"2022-02-23T12:56:15","modified_gmt":"2022-02-23T08:56:15","slug":"it-seemed-the-picture-was-crying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/it-seemed-the-picture-was-crying\/","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259kil sanki a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Yas\u0259m\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259nova<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yas\u0259m\u0259n il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t m\u0259ni \u00e7ox t\u0259sirl\u0259ndirdi. Onun atas\u0131, Tofiq H\u00fcseynov \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u00fchafiz\u0259sin\u0259 qurban verdiyind\u0259n Milli Q\u0259hr\u0259man ad\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b. Onun anas\u0131 evini h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 olmadan t\u0259rk etm\u0259kd\u0259n imtina etdiyind\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nib. Yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259min d\u0259h\u015f\u0259td\u0259n donaraq, g\u00fcll\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 alt\u0131nda gec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259d\u0259k yol q\u0259t etm\u0259kl\u0259 xilas ola bilib. O, haz\u0131rda \u015f\u0259raitsiz sanatoriya \u0259razisind\u0259 qurulmu\u015f Xocal\u0131 qa\u00e7q\u0131nlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evimiz \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l idi \u2013 iki m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li bina idi, balkonlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm sarma\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc\u2026 \u00dcnvan? Bizim \u00fcnvan\u0131m\u0131z yox idi; \u00e7ay\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda h\u0259r k\u0259s bizim evi tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Orada alma, armud v\u0259 gaval\u0131 a\u011faclar\u0131 olan iri ba\u011f, kartof sah\u0259si var idi\u2026 Atam qaynad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kartofu v\u0259 d\u00fcy\u00fc \u015forbas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026 Alma a\u011faclar\u0131ndan biri \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik idi; h\u0259r il bu a\u011fac yaln\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7 alma g\u0259tirirdi v\u0259 biz d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 u\u015faq idik. Almalar qovun qoxusu verirdi v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn onlardan birini di\u015fl\u0259yib a\u011fac\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 saxlad\u0131m. Atam soru\u015fdu: \u201cN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu d\u0259rm\u0259din?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faqlar yax\u015f\u0131 hafiz\u0259y\u0259 malikdirl\u0259r (onun h\u0259min vaxt 12 ya\u015f\u0131 var idi). Onlar m\u00fct\u0259madi olaraq at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 biz bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fck, bu at\u0259\u015ff\u0259\u015fanl\u0131\u011fa ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.     <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam bizi zirz\u0259miy\u0259 apard\u0131, biz he\u00e7 vaxt gec\u0259 geyimi geym\u0259zdik, h\u0259r zaman g\u00fcnd\u00fcz geyimind\u0259 olard\u0131q. Onlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 gec\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7ard\u0131lar, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z postunda olard\u0131 (\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcdafi\u0259 qrupu). Onun bizi qorumas\u0131ndan q\u00fcrurlanard\u0131m. Onlar s\u0259h\u0259r saat 05:00-06:00-da at\u0259\u015fi dayand\u0131rard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259rzaq, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 un v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var idi, qaz v\u0259 elektrik t\u0259chizat\u0131 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, biz odun yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131q v\u0259 bizim t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 tank v\u0259 ona b\u0259nz\u0259r he\u00e7 bir silah yox idi\u2026 Xocal\u0131 n\u0259lb\u0259kid\u0259 st\u0259kan kimi m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131, yegan\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f helikopterl\u0259 idi v\u0259 onlar helikopter\u0259 d\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026 Bir d\u0259f\u0259 day\u0131m bizi babamgil\u0259 aparanda onlar at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar v\u0259 day\u0131m bizi qucaqlayaraq qoruma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131; babamgilin qap\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u2026 Onlar biz\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar, lakin atam evi t\u0259mir etm\u0259kd\u0259 davam edirdi. O, qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n s\u00fcnn\u0259t toyuna haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.          <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirdik v\u0259 h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7oxlu g\u00fcll\u0259 gilizl\u0259ri tapard\u0131q. M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259 bilmirdik; 6-c\u0131 sinifd\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n yaln\u0131z bir ay m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259 bildim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonuncu h\u00fccum amans\u0131z (barbar) idi; M\u0259n (h\u0259r iki valideynimi) baba v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259mi, day\u0131m\u0131, xalam\u0131 v\u0259 onun iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fl\u0131 insanlar arxada, be\u015f m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binan\u0131n sonuncu m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 qalmal\u0131 oldular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri t\u0259rk etm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di, bel\u0259likl\u0259 d\u0259 biz \u0259miu\u015faqlar\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.    <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun (atas\u0131n\u0131n) meyiti uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t qar\u0131n alt\u0131nda qald\u0131. Atam\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259dini xiz\u0259yin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. M\u0259n\u0259 onun babam\u0131n meyiti oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r. Onun d\u0259fn olundu\u011fu g\u00fcn qarda\u015f\u0131m Murada atam\u0131n \u015f\u0259kili verildi. Onun g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 \u015f\u0259kilin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc; sanki \u015f\u0259kil a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam\u0131n v\u0259fat\u0131ndan 16 il sonra internetd\u0259 onun c\u0259s\u0259dinin \u015f\u0259kili g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Biz onun \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc bilmirdik, el\u0259 bilirdik ki, o \u0259sir g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 k\u0259sin \u00f6z anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Allaha minn\u0259tdar olmas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim\u2026 Anam\u0131n erm\u0259nil\u0259rin i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259sind\u0259n qurtulmas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 Allaha minn\u0259tdaram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ian Peart t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n m\u00fcsahib\u0259
Hekay\u0259nin m\u0259nb\u0259yi: \u201cXocal\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259 cinay\u0259tinin \u015fahidi \u2013 Erm\u0259nistan m\u00fctt\u0259him k\u00fcrs\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259\u201d, kitab\u0131
Ithaca Press t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n n\u0259\u015fr edilmi\u015fdir, London 2014.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Yas\u0259m\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259nova Yas\u0259m\u0259n il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t m\u0259ni \u00e7ox t\u0259sirl\u0259ndirdi. Onun atas\u0131, Tofiq H\u00fcseynov \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u00fchafiz\u0259sin\u0259 qurban verdiyind\u0259n [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[646],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1753"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1753"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1753\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2736,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1753\/revisions\/2736"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1753"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1753"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1753"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}