{"id":1750,"date":"2021-02-21T22:42:06","date_gmt":"2021-02-21T18:42:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/there-is-a-wound-in-all-our-hearts\/"},"modified":"2022-02-23T12:53:41","modified_gmt":"2022-02-23T08:53:41","slug":"there-is-a-wound-in-all-our-hearts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/there-is-a-wound-in-all-our-hearts\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259rimiz yaral\u0131d\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Z\u0259nur\u0259 S\u0259limova<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n yuxulu idim, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcdafi\u0259 missiyas\u0131ndan geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6z qarda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 analar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 apar\u0131lmas\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdim. Biz onu sad\u0259 \u0259dyalla apard\u0131q. Hava el\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 idi ki, gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011funa inanmaq \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Biz be\u015f m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evin zirz\u0259misin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131q. 20 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra biz\u0259 me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k laz\u0131m oldu\u011funu bildirdil\u0259r. Qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Qay\u0131nanam a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259 idi v\u0259 onu aparmaq \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Onu h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m aparmal\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz \u00e7ay\u0131 ke\u00e7m\u0259li idik. Ayaqqab\u0131larla \u00e7ay\u0131 ke\u00e7m\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin idi, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 biz ayaqyal\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdik. \u00dcmid edirdik ki, gec\u0259ni me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7irib, s\u0259h\u0259r qay\u0131da bil\u0259rdik. Xocal\u0131n\u0131 \u0259b\u0259di olaraq t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259yimizi t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flif Hac\u0131yev qarl\u0131 qayalarla h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259rk\u0259n bizim b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7imiz idi. O, bizim alt\u0131 v\u0259 ya yeddi n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t qrupu v\u0259 \u00e7iynind\u0259 a\u011flayan u\u015faq olan bir qad\u0131n\u0131 istiqam\u0259tl\u0259ndirirdi. M\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Anas\u0131 onun ac oldu\u011funu v\u0259 bezl\u0259rinin d\u0259yi\u015fdirilm\u0259li oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Qorxurdum ki, bu erm\u0259nil\u0259rin diqq\u0259tini c\u0259lb etsin. A\u011faclar\u0131n bizi at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n qoruyacaq yarpaqlar\u0131 yox idi. Yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q v\u0259 bir ma\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fck; \u018flif biz\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yilm\u0259yimizi s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Arxada qalanlar onu e\u015fitm\u0259di v\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r. M\u0259n hamil\u0259 idim v\u0259 \u00f6nd\u0259ki qrupun t\u0259rkibind\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdim. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n sa\u011f qald\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yolu ke\u00e7dik v\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn geriy\u0259 \u00e7evrildik. Bunun n\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259diyini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zsiniz; sanki qar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fck var idi. He\u00e7 k\u0259s k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bilmirdi, vahim\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 idim. B\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdik. C\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k oradan \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259c\u0259yimizi t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. \u015eelli k\u0259ndin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131qda \u00e7ox sevindim, biz oraya \u0259n birinci \u00e7atanlar s\u0131ras\u0131nda idik. Orada t\u0259cili tibbi yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 haz\u0131r idil\u0259r v\u0259 onlar yaral\u0131lar\u0131 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif hospitallara apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sa\u011f qalanlar\u0131n say\u0131 \u00e7ox deyildi; onlar sah\u0259d\u0259 tax\u0131l bi\u00e7\u0259n kimi bizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qay\u0131nanam v\u0259 day\u0131m \u0259sir g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. H\u00fcseyn \u018fzizov be\u015f g\u00fcn saxlan\u0131ld\u0131. Sonra onun c\u0259s\u0259di t\u0259hvil verildi; onun di\u015fl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 pamb\u0131q doldurulmu\u015fdu. C\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259r 25 g\u00fcn me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flif Hac\u0131yev bizi \u015eelliy\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131qdan sonra dig\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn geriy\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. O geri qay\u0131tmad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131ndan vuruldu.                      <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birinci u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m yaln\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7 ay ya\u015fad\u0131\u2026 Sars\u0131nt\u0131\u2026 \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259rimiz yaral\u0131d\u0131r. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u00fcdd\u0259tc\u0259 bu hadis\u0259l\u0259ri unutmayaca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ian Peart t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n m\u00fcsahib\u0259
Hekay\u0259nin m\u0259nb\u0259yi: \u201cXocal\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259 cinay\u0259tinin \u015fahidi \u2013 Erm\u0259nistan m\u00fctt\u0259him k\u00fcrs\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259\u201d, kitab\u0131
Ithaca Press t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n n\u0259\u015fr edilmi\u015fdir, London 2014.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Z\u0259nur\u0259 S\u0259limova M\u0259n yuxulu idim, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcdafi\u0259 missiyas\u0131ndan geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6z qarda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 analar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[646],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1750"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1750"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1750\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2734,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1750\/revisions\/2734"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1750"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1750"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/khojalytoday.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1750"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}